Well, as you’ve noticed by the preceding video blog, I’ve been bitten. This whole circumstance has kind of forced me to reflect on the repercussions of this situation. I’m probably going to talk about that more in the later video, but I figured I might as well discuss some things now that are running through my mind.

1. I’m getting sick, really quickly. I’ve already come to terms with the fact that soon, I’ll be changing. To what, I’m not quite certain. These zombie creatures don’t seem to hold any identity, any sense of what they used to be. None of them seem to remember who they used to be, from what I’ve observed; none of them have acted benevolent or even reacted in a positive way.

I’m worried that I might lose myself.

2. I’m running out of food. I don’t have the energy to try and go back to the Riverside grocery store and get anything to eat. I almost feel like I’m in some form of cataplexy, my muscles are incredibly weak and to be honest, just to type on this keyboard takes a lot more strength than I am used to.

3. I’m posting a video tonight. I’m in a dark place. My view of the world is truncating. I need someone to talk to.

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